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| I just wanted to say I love you =) | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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I just wanted to make this page to tell you a few things. I know that all of this is really hard on you, and it is on me also. I know that I am hard to deal with sometimes, and seem to only think of myself, but that is not true. I am always thinking of you, caleb, and us. Not one day is going to go by when you are gone that I dont miss you. You are always going to be in my mind and in my heart. This whole thing is killing me, I am so angry inside that you are being taken away from me. I am trying to be strong for you and Caleb, but as Thursday gets closer and closer, its getting harder and harder. I just can not wait for this to all be behind us. We can move out, and start our OWN family, with us and our son. We can start you computer business back up, get married (if you think Im worthy of you! LOL) and then just take it from there. I know that we may not always have the best of everything, and I know that we are going to have some tough times, but I know that we can get through it. As long as I have you,that is all that I need. I dont need all of those material things, just as long as we can be together,that is more then enough to make me happy. Believe it or not, I really do want to spend the rest of my life together. I have never been so sure about anything. Now if only I could get you to feel the same way about me...but hey... I got my sparklies, thats a start right!!! SOMEDAY you will want to marry me... even if I have to brainwash you! =) | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| Things are going to be tough....but.. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Things are going to be really hard, and I dont know what I am going to do. I am going to go crazy not having you here, but I will do my best to be strong for Caleb, and you. I will write you, visit you, you can call me, and I will be counting down the days untill we can be together again... I love you so much, I cant even put it into words. Alot of nights I lay in bed crying, because I know how empty I am goin to feel with out you... just know that I WILL be here for you when you get out. I love you, and I'm willing to go through all of this, so it can be over, and we can FINALLY get on with our lives. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| So Whats next? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Well, I dont know where we are going to go from here, but I guess as long as we are together, things will be ok right? | I just hope that after all of this is over, you can finally start to open up to me... I hope that after everything, this shows you how much I love you, and that Im not going anywhere, I am always going to be here for you... I love you always.
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